Are you clear what you want and desire for? Can you visualize what you want very clearly? Is it a vague picture or crystal clear?

If you are not able to see in your mind clearly what do you want then it means you are not very clear with what are you looking for. You have to develop a clarity in your thoughts. If you are a person who gets confused when you think about what you want then you need to do little inner exploration. During this exploration time try out different things you have tried in past and try new things which you had never thought of doing before. Give yourself a stage where you can experiment. During this time do not judge anything and keep doing what you do in your daily life without any strong liking or disliking.

When you explore you may find out some new facts about yourself and your interest. Many interest changes with time. What you liked in your childhood may not like in your youth and vice - versa. So do not conclude anything based on your past experience.

When you want something bigger in life for yourself you have to give it that kind of attention and time. Give time to your thoughts and  to yourself. Clarity in thoughts is required for whatever you do, small or big.

Cheers,
Zustfine